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December 9, 2013

Request for Blessings ....

I'm off in the morning for a mammogram. 

Not a screening but an actual diagnostic scan. 

Slightly terrified here tonight. 

Things are moving quickly. 

If you have a prayer or two, a blessing to spare, though we are strangers, I'd appreciate a moment of divine intervention. I'm feeling rather selfish tonight but I have too many things left to accomplish and this curve ball, so unexpected, was never part of the plan. We've paid our dues as a family and cherish every moment we have but please, can't we have a break? Can't we live long and healthy lives? Why us? Why me? Did we do something wrong? Was I not good enough? Why? Why? Why?

Okay, selfish rant over. 

I'm off to try and re~frame my anxious mind to think positively that tomorrow, the scan will be clear and our worries will fly away. 

Thank you for your kind thoughts.



Cheapchick said...

Wow, Chy, so scary. My thoughts are with you

Lena said...

Hugs! Praying for you today.

Lorrie said...

Praying for you.

Chy said...

Thank you Cheapchick. It was a very scary experience. I'm updating my blog now with the preliminary results. I truly appreciate your thoughts. This felt like a very lonely event in my life.

Chy said...

Thank you Lena and welcome to my blog. I appreciated your hugs and prayers!

Chy said...

Thank you Lorrie! Prayers were most welcome.