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December 9, 2013

Request for Blessings ....


I'm off in the morning for a mammogram. 

Not a screening but an actual diagnostic scan. 

Slightly terrified here tonight. 

Things are moving quickly. 

If you have a prayer or two, a blessing to spare, though we are strangers, I'd appreciate a moment of divine intervention. I'm feeling rather selfish tonight but I have too many things left to accomplish and this curve ball, so unexpected, was never part of the plan. We've paid our dues as a family and cherish every moment we have but please, can't we have a break? Can't we live long and healthy lives? Why us? Why me? Did we do something wrong? Was I not good enough? Why? Why? Why?

Okay, selfish rant over. 

I'm off to try and re~frame my anxious mind to think positively that tomorrow, the scan will be clear and our worries will fly away. 

Thank you for your kind thoughts.

Namaste.

6 comments:

Cheapchick said...

Wow, Chy, so scary. My thoughts are with you

Lena said...

Hugs! Praying for you today.

Lorrie said...

Praying for you.

Chy said...

Thank you Cheapchick. It was a very scary experience. I'm updating my blog now with the preliminary results. I truly appreciate your thoughts. This felt like a very lonely event in my life.

Chy said...

Thank you Lena and welcome to my blog. I appreciated your hugs and prayers!

Chy said...

Thank you Lorrie! Prayers were most welcome.