His Name ....

Our son would have turned 30 years old today. He

was born at this exact moment on a rainy night ~

March 25, 1996 @ 2:20 am. Weighing just 1 pound

and 10 ounces, he was at the time, our tiniest baby.

He never opened his eyes or took a breath but to us,

he was beautiful and perfect. Stillborn but born still.

We miss him every day and will never forget him.

Our Earthly children have always been our focus,

but each and every day, we remember with love all

our tiny but very wanted babies who live afar in the

stars. For time and eternity, until we meet again, his

name is Bretton~Elijah Lucas. Precious and loved.

💗 Chy 💗

Ciara~Rose Kennedi.

Tonight @ 8:02 pm you would have been turning 24 years old. You were born and died all in a moment that crashed our world once again. It was a quiet birth at home, full of hope, then sorrow. We never got to truly know who you would have been. We can only guess you would have had Chelsea's determination and her big sister caring compassion, Brady's beautiful blue eyes and his artistic nature, Brodie's curly hair and his musical talents, Chynna's empathy and her mischevious soul, your daddy's wit and his terrible jokes, and my creativity and feisty Irish temper. You would of course been your own unique individual, with bits of each of us within you. You would have loved and been loved. 

Today, we celebrate you on our own, in our own love filled space, in our way .... with a pretty rose from our little garden that we'll preserve to remember this day, and a tiny flowered cake. We'll chat, and laugh, and cry on this special day.  Love you to the moon and back Ciara~Rose Kennedi. 

Love, Mama